December 2008
14 posts
“My head go OUCH!”
– Unknown
The reality of it all
untouchabledee:
As we grow up we start to wonder why friends fade out of our lives. I am beginning to see it is not because our lives just get to busy for them but so much it is because our hearts just could not save theirs. I think I am starting to wake up to the reality that my life will never be the same again. I am OK with that fact the only problem with it is that when this happens your heart...
Longest Day Ever
Today feels like the longest day ever. I want to leave work NOW! If I look at the clock one more time and it doesn’t say 5 I will SCREAM.
OK I’m done bitchin!
Airing of Thoughts
iTunes saves my soul. Without iTunes I would not know who I am. I discover myself through music. I learn more about myself every day. When I feel alone I find a song that makes me feel not so alone anymore or one that makes me feel like what I am going through is not really that bad. Without music I would be lost.
I want to thank every band out there on the road. They spend time away from...
Traffic
Made it to work in 52 minutes today!
Yay for holidays, mondays, and no traffic!
Reflections
So Christmas has come and gone and I feel like it wasn’t here at all. If it wasn’t for a new ipod and some new clothes, there would be no evidence that it was here at all. I spent the day with family and friends and it was nice. At the same time it was exhausting. So may questions and comments. Yelling, Screaming, Crying, Lauging. It was all there but something was missing. This...
Christmas Insanity
Its finally Christmas / Hanukkah season! I have sooo much to do and no time to do it in. I feel like if I blink I just might miss Christmas. Hanukkah is almost half over. Where have the holidays gone? And why does it feel more like a burden to celebrate and less like a joy. Am I really getting old? Am I turning cynical? God I hope not. What the fuck is happening to me? Maybe I just need a...
Parents
Why is it that no one can make you feel like crap more than your parents can?
And they know exactly when to use this power!
Friends
It is interesting to take a step back and look at the people that have come and gone in my life. Some have come gone come again and gone again. Others occasionally pass thru from time to time. But some are always there. These are my true friends. The others may be friends or they may be associates. Either way friends are important. Some are like family. I’ve taken the time to reflect...
dissapointment
Has anyone ever told you that they were very dissapointed in you? I was told today that I made people very dissapointed and I make a lot of bad decisions. I don’t know how to feel about this. Should I not care because I am who I am or should I be upset that I dissapointed this person. Should I just not care what other people think… because I usually don’t. I think I’ve...
Figuring things out...
I think I could get used to this blogging thing!
